Just Spit it Out

I have been avoiding this blog, because my words have been blocked up in my mind. So indulge me as I freewrite a bit in an attempts to clear some of the cobwebs. I am in a the dip of life, a valley, if you will. Not so much one riddled with sadness, but with nothingness. I am not sure which is worse. Do you ever have those, "what is really happening with my life" moments? That's where I have been for the last month or so, and I guess it is due season for it. I had a really good summer. It was busy, stretching, and insightful, but overall really good. So, it only stands to reason that life seem dull in comparison. The biggest annoyance it all of it, is the mental and emotionally lethargy that accompanies it. You know, that little voice that whispers, "what's the point of making an effort." Then, all I want to do is just lay on the couch or in my bed and do nothing. Man, I sound like I am depressed! ...Maybe I am o_O, Part of my GMLRC2011 is not letting my emotions rule me. So, though I feel tired, weak, and worn...I know that I am more than a conquerer. "And still I rise..." "Free your mind and the rest will follow..." You know all those inspirational things people say to you. Today, I inspire myself, but that doesn't mean I can't get by with a little help from my friends. Thanks for listening (reading).